full moon in virgo | march 27 2020

"The Full Moon in sidereal Virgo takes place at 2:47PM EDT March 28 2020 in Hasta Nakshatra. Symbolized as a hand, with light and dexterous qualities, this lunar mansion encourages clever versatility, creativity and activities that develop or require manual skill, such as learning instruments and other artistic pursuits. Today the Moon receives an exact planetary aspect from Venus, which may further encourage a searching impulse to create and express." Tamiko Fischer

hasta nakshatra = magical sway of the hand (wisdom, control, luminosity, brilliance, luster)

this full moon best for fun, creative pursuits, making things with your hands, not for rest, planning things with friends

spent this full moon with caroline here - made almond butter sweet potato soup, studied wastewater (her PE, me ZDHC), bopped around worcester (walked from olean st to crompton collective, queens cup, redemption rock), spent time with johnson aunts lynda + cyndy as well as caroline's priest brother daniele, snuggled together, read more all about love, watched aretha franklin's biodoc, rained on sunday, caroline met mugo and we visited with james, i talked to real estate agent about apartments in worcester, went for a rainy run + walked on elliptical barefoot + 1/2 belly dancing class

completion and celebration of fruition:

+ first full moon after vernal equinox

+ our bodies have stored the heaviness and dampness from winter

+ this week is the final window that is helping us clear that OUT

completions/fruitions since last march:

+ march 16 2020 : breakup with nick

+ march 17 2021: vaccine second dose (pfizer)

+ one home ending/splitting up

+ nick and i started living together as exes

+ leaving another home space

+ looking for space in worc

+ last water for people event + mailchimp email

completions/fruitions since new moon:

(new moon in aquarius, march 13)

+ asked to be a conduit for receiving

+ to feel worthy of the help and love that was already lined up for me

+ these gifts are already mine, the universe is just waiting for me to open up

(over the last 2 weeks)

+ mugo and i expressed interest beyond friendship in each other

+ which quickly grew to "are you interested in practicing loving each other?"

+ and mugo buying plane tickets to visit me in worcester

+ fully vaccinated (march 17)

+ mugo and i discussing everything there is to cover about life

+ both the pretty and taboo - fell fully in love with him in three to four weeks

because of the aperture we both agreed to open up

+ feb 17 started talking again

+ 2 weeks in admitted romantic interest

+ zdhc followup, janji contact,

+ spiral bound "fossil fashion" and "zdhc wastewater guidelines"

+ realtor that will do a lot of housing research for me

+ dharma circle: podcast or youtube conversations

+ death doula retreat visuals coming through

+ dyeing + dying: processing grief through learning to pigment clothing with

botanicals

+ pychologists and others on site

+ transitions:

+ losing loved one

+ death of self / mourning old identity (retiring, career switch, entering

into motherhood, second period)

+ grieve with other people grieving

+ water healing focus

+ crafts (pottery, tarot, sewing, dyeing)

+ ayurveda, meditation, screaming/crying rooms

+ license, then passport

+ energy for more paid work

+ spent less money out and about this month and it was shockingly easy!

many opening things, therefore lot of moving parts, trust that i cannot control how the dominoes will fall - only that they will fall in a way that's for my highest good